Chasing a Dream or Harnessing Reality?
Today is the day I give a full disclosure…
I want to be a singer.
Really, I couldn’t care less about fame and fortune. I actually don’t want my life splattered in magazines or anything like that. I just want to be a singer. I want to stand on a stage with a mic in my hand and let loose with all the songs I love so much. I’ve been submerged in the world of karaoke for the last few years and have been getting amazing and flattering feedback since day one and at an increasing rate as time has passed, but it’s no longer enough for me. I would literally be singing all day every day if it were socially acceptable to do so.
So what’s the problem? Life gets in the way; always in the way. I’m in the process of getting my first home. That’s more important to me than any glorified hobby. I need to be making steady money to make it a reality. However, all of this cannot diminish my fire and passion for music. I have some power, but I don’t have all the resources. I don’t play any instrument well enough to play as part of an ensemble, so I would need a whole band behind me.
I recently got pulled up on stage with a local cover band to sing and it was phenomenal, but they picked a song I didn’t know by heart and gave me no warning of what I was singing, they just started playing, so I felt like a total dunce leaning on their lead like an actress who can’t remember her lines.
I WISH WISH WISH WISH WISH I knew enough people who were just as dedicated and versatile to create my own cover band. The versatility is probably the biggest obstacle. I love most music. I have favorites in every genre, even if it isn’t a forte for me. I started making a song list. It’s more than 100 songs long and I haven’t even delved into the songs I haven’t yet considered for karaoke.
So for the time being, I will wait patiently for my own home so I can cook my husband dinner in my undies while blasting my favorite songs day in and day out. And maybe this local band will pull me up with them again some time.
Songs I love today (because it changes on a daily basis)
Say Something: A Great Big World/Christina Aguilera
Clarity: Zedd
Best Woman Wins: Dolly Parton
The Hill: Marketa Irglova
Here With Me: Dido
Hands: Jewel
Just about anything by Phil Collins
Bad Influence: P!ink
Same Love: Macklemore & Ryan Lewis
Just about anything by Journey
Smile: Sixx A.M.
Titanium: David Guetta & Sia
Alanis Morisette
I’m the Only One: Melissa Etheridge
What’s Up: 4 Non Blondes
There are so many more, but I’m just pulling off the top of my head.